OK. So I’ve sat on this blog post for way too long only because I wasn’t confident in the fact that other people would be interested in this. But here goes anyway because the more I sat and thought about it, I was holding onto something that could help others and not sharing that seemed wrong. Be prepared for some “woo woo” stuff right now. You’ve been warned.
So the last blog post I talked about how 2018 has kind of been the worst year ever. And throughout the last eight months I’ve had a lot of people ask me how I didn’t spend that entire time completely freaking out. And trust me it wasn’t easy. But here it goes.
I’ve never been a particularly religious person. Let me just throw that out there. Where others would turn to a higher power to help them through a hard time, I never really felt like that was my jam. Instead, I am the type of person who likes to give my brain something else to do and something else to think about. So I decided that I would learn a new hobby, as complicated as that seems during such an intense period of my life. But I’ve talked before about how I am the queen of putting things off and sometimes that’s just how I keep from freaking out.
So during this particularly rough period of time I decide to do what I always do and give my brain something else to focus on. And honestly this kind of came out of the blue and wasn’t something that I had put a whole lot of thought into. But I decided that I was going to take up Tarot card reading. And I didn’t think it was something funny to take up or a cool party trick. I always found it particularly interesting and wondered if it was something that anyone could do or if you had to have any particular “abilities”.
Long story short, I was ill informed about what went into Tarot.
Regardless, I got myself a deck and started researching the heck out of this really cool (what do we even call it?) past time.
Now, know that I had no intention of falling into this stuff so hard. None. I just thought it was interesting and sooooo many people are so fascinated with divination for obvious reasons. I think we all want to be able to peek behind the veil from time to time. However, Tarot kind of had other plans for me, and soon I found myself head over heels in love with this awesome skill set I had learned.
Also, finding out that my essential oils went hand in hand with Tarot and crystal energies was an added bonus. Because let’s be honest, I love my oils and what girl doesn’t love pretty rocks?
If I went into details here, you’d think I was crazy. I’d think I was crazy. I started to have experiences right away with these cards that made me think that maybe, just maybe this was a path I was meant to take. The things that were coming up were just too big to be coincidences. And I sat on this information for months because I was afraid of sounding like I had gone off the deep end. Like, how do you even begin to tell people that you’re having conversations with your dead relative through a set of fancy looking playing cards? Yeah. Now you see my dilemma. It. Sounds. Nuts.
Regardless, I eventually came clean with those closest to me and believe me, I expected a thorough talking to about how this was all nonsense and the Devil’s work and how I need to not mess with things I don’t understand. BUT, that was not at all what happened. My grandmother casually told me
“Oh, I believe you. My grandmother used to read Tarot…”
WHAT. Where was this cool tidbit before?
Not to mention, I discovered that my great-grandmother on my father’s side was a cartomancer as well. She read playing cards in a similar fashion to Tarot.
So here I was thinking that this time, my family would surely disown me for my weirdness, but in reality, this is something that ran in the under current of my DNA all along. How friggin cool.
So, now I’m at a place where, yes I am still growing and learning (tarot is one of those things where the learning is never really done) but I’m now fairly confidant in my abilities to read for myself and others. I’ve been reading just about anyone who walks in my door (if they want to of course) and I’ve learned somethings about what Tarot is and isn’t. At least to me.
Let’s start with what it ISN’T
First of all, Tarot isn’t something that is limited to ladies in comical halloween costumes or those with “psychic” abilities.
Anyone can read Tarot. Just like any other skill set, some will be better than others, but it is incredibly inclusive and obtainable if you’re willing to put in the work and time.
Tarot isn’t “evil”
There is nothing intrinsically evil about a bunch of cards. The messages in the cards are complex. There’s darkness and light in every card. Yes, even Death.
The cards aren’t the be all end all
Listen, I know we all want to know how the story plays out, but the cards are not giving you information that is DEFINITE. Things change, situations are fluid based on your choices. You write your story. Period.
Now, what it IS to me…
Tarot is like therapy
Tarot is like sitting down and talking things out with your best friend. The cards are only going to tell you so much and how you interpret them is solely based on how your thought process works. So for example, if you sit down to the cards and they say “something is coming to an end to make way for a new beginning.” and you say “Oh! That’s talking about my relationship!” The cards didn’t say that. You did. But maybe you knew that relationship was on it’s way out and the cards are simply giving you another way to look at the situation. It’s way more psychological than psychic.
So, if this isn’t your jam, I completely understand. I do. But you might be surprised once you give it a chance. ♥
What are your thoughts on divination? Have you had a reading? Would you like one? How would we all feel about maybe doing some card pulls during Facebook Live? Sound off in the comments and let me know!